What is it that you have to learn to see, how things that where are no more, and things that have to be ..may never be what you need them to be.
What part of us tells us that we have to do things and we can not be alone..
What is the ache that longs to hold something, but knows that its best to be alone, until God leads the right one to you.
The sudden need and the longing to not be alone, but the pending fact that maybe its not what I want that matters, I have tried to not listen and still it hits me at times, but this is best. Maybe there will be some one, maybe not. But there will for ever be a God above and that is enough. For ever. .
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Thursday, August 11, 2011
Thursday, August 4, 2011
Tears.. fears... and Screams Tis time..
Its time to let it go...its time to find where my feet should set.
And is there a place other than where I am at now
And where dose God seek for me to be..
How attached am I to the place where I am standing now..and is it just a place..
Or is there a reason that brought me here..
Oh God find with in my heart the answer...and place there your answer.
and place there also your truth..
For my own ways are folly and Lord Guide me where I need to stand...
And is there a place other than where I am at now
And where dose God seek for me to be..
How attached am I to the place where I am standing now..and is it just a place..
Or is there a reason that brought me here..
Oh God find with in my heart the answer...and place there your answer.
and place there also your truth..
For my own ways are folly and Lord Guide me where I need to stand...
Our Journey
The past few days have shown me what I needed to see. I am different and the haze is gone, and I have to work hard to make it stay away..
We have traveled many long miles together me and the haze I was under, I believed in it, and I failed to believe in any one else. But now I see, I did not need it,
This cloud that hung around me and taunted me.
What has become of it I wonder some times now that I have my Fire back. >?
What has chased it a way.. was it the wind? Or the faith that my wind brought back to me?
They say you are granted one second wind in life...and if you find it breathe it in and take it, and never let it go..until you breathe it back out in heaven.
See I have traveled many miles in the past days, and one thing I have left behind is my haze..that I was in and that had me believing that I needed it...I can't be with out it..But thing is I can never be my Who God wants me to be with it - so , here I am,...with out my Haze :) .
We have traveled many long miles together me and the haze I was under, I believed in it, and I failed to believe in any one else. But now I see, I did not need it,
This cloud that hung around me and taunted me.
What has become of it I wonder some times now that I have my Fire back. >?
What has chased it a way.. was it the wind? Or the faith that my wind brought back to me?
They say you are granted one second wind in life...and if you find it breathe it in and take it, and never let it go..until you breathe it back out in heaven.
See I have traveled many miles in the past days, and one thing I have left behind is my haze..that I was in and that had me believing that I needed it...I can't be with out it..But thing is I can never be my Who God wants me to be with it - so , here I am,...with out my Haze :) .
Monday, August 1, 2011
To days Treck...
I have been looking over and looking for mother in the word and the ideas that I Have come to and the personal thoughts that have shown me this much :
If needed the world will sell its own mother, son and or daughter and father- to gain whatever they need in this life but one must never betray true love of these people so if you believe you can never cast your family aside, but if you are desperate to hold on to the world and what it has you will. .
so I have found this: /http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+10:36-38&version=NIV
36 a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.’[a]
37 “Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. 38 Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me.
Footnotes:
It dose not mean that you can not love others, just you can not be consumed of them. You have to let them go, as a mother lets her child fell pain- though she dose not want to she has to because in learning pain you learn what you can and can not do, for your self.. you can be told all day long not to touch something but when you reach an age where you start to want to know why - you have to fell for your self, it will be hot, and yes it will hurt but you have to learn. Because each person in time will have to be who God wants them to be or who they them selves want to be and God will still be waiting for you-
for your own journey, - and your choice to give him more of your time, though at time this can not be done, you have to give of your flesh to make this so...
If needed the world will sell its own mother, son and or daughter and father- to gain whatever they need in this life but one must never betray true love of these people so if you believe you can never cast your family aside, but if you are desperate to hold on to the world and what it has you will. .
so I have found this: /http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+10:36-38&version=NIV
Matthew 10:36-38
New International Version (NIV)
36 a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.’[a]
37 “Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. 38 Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me.
Footnotes:
It dose not mean that you can not love others, just you can not be consumed of them. You have to let them go, as a mother lets her child fell pain- though she dose not want to she has to because in learning pain you learn what you can and can not do, for your self.. you can be told all day long not to touch something but when you reach an age where you start to want to know why - you have to fell for your self, it will be hot, and yes it will hurt but you have to learn. Because each person in time will have to be who God wants them to be or who they them selves want to be and God will still be waiting for you-
for your own journey, - and your choice to give him more of your time, though at time this can not be done, you have to give of your flesh to make this so...
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